Rant

Rage is hard to hold. It will consume you completely from the inside out. The reason for my rage is usually frustration. Sometimes I feel further apart from people when I'm among them than when I'm all alone.

Do you think anyone really understands you? if so, who?

I think my friends and family skim the surface of understanding. But how could anyone really understand me when most of the time I don't understand myself. There is however one person on the planet who seems to know things about me even I didn't know and that's why he's my best friend. My boyfriend seems to get me but I tend to think the things that mystify us both about the other is the reason it works so well.