Subliminal Messages

Lilith has spoken!

Heaven's Coming Down
The Tea Party

With nothing to lose you'd waste away.
Obscure, in exile.
They've witnessed the times
you've gone astray
whose fault? Now you're thinking...
There's nothing to prove,
a message from the crowd
to the shore...

and it feels now
just like heaven's coming down.
Your soul shakes free
as its conscience hits the ground.

So strange are the ways,
they all have changed.
Still life it stays the same
a break from the past
could make it last,
maybe just a little longer.
There's nothing to prove
a message from the crowd
to the shore...

You surrender,
love under will.
Rest assured you're adored,

And it feels now
just lie heaven's coming down.
Your soul shakes free
as its conscience hits the ground.
This time, no tears,
just one last chance to see you prove.
Stay strong, no fears,
there is a change that's
coming through
hold on my love
hold on...

For those of you that don't know Lilith is what I decided to name my dark half. She is neither an alter-ego nor an alternate personality. I do not see her as separate from myself (although I often talk about her as though she is an entity unto herself) . I honestly believe she is the part of me that was fractured into existence under childhood trauma, and her main purpose is to protect me. With little to no necessity for her services anymore, the protector has become the subconscious and has mutated into a twisted humor and rudeness I don't allow for the general public. I once tried to (symbolically) kill her and discovered that the only way to save me was to embrace her. She is a part of me and I love her. Call me crazy if you want. All that proves to me is you are in denial about your own inner demons - EVERYONE has a dark side!!! I'm just honest.